It has been a long time since I have written. For one
reason or another, I have not posted here for several months. My life has had
its ups and downs. Sometimes it felt like a roller coaster. I’d be riding a wave
and then crash down, having terrible days with seizures. Each morning I wake up
hoping that this day I would not have any, but then I always almost do. I think
this is one reason I am tentative about many things and feel like hiding
sometimes when I really should be going out and doing more productive things.
It’s not as if I am doing absolutely nothing. I
volunteer, take classes to further my education, and go to interesting places
to expand my horizons. However, sometimes I just can’t pick myself up. I don’t
know how much of the blame should fall on the several medications I’m taking and
how much is really just me and my self-initiative that just needs to be
reactivated.
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